thanks~

Dear readers,

Thanks for visiting my blog.. I think it is time to stop blogging.. as I am pretty busy with my life at the moment..

Should I continue to blog, I will announce once again!

thanks all for your support.. May all be well and happy!

Program Bakti

Woke up at 530am todaym have breakfast with KianTat, then meet up JeeJian n Irene, to travel to Kampung Baru Ampang for program bakti.. i am the co-coordinator today, but my coordinator wasnt around, so i have to take it up.. this week is sicence n maths theme, and wil be playing explore race! oh please, this is fun!!and something fun,u will definitely can count on me... *evil laugh* hehe..

in the beginning of the year, i joined this activity,because i find passion in teaching, especially when i can pass my knowledge n fun learning down to kids...

reached at 8am.. start to distribute jobs to teachers, while the kids are having fun in the hall. we start to hide the clues..

then, went bec to classroom. teacher Arthur was giving them spelling, so we have a few more minutes break before the game starts. when TA gave the floor to me, i explain to them how to play, then we started the game..

they are suppose to bring bec 6 flags, n answer all questions given.. actually not so tough la.. but english makes it tough.. anyhow, my teachers are good enough in giving them clues.. so they pass thru one by one very fast..

some games are
-float paper clips on water
-balance 10 nails on a single nail
-measure basketball court..

and some other math n science questions

after the break, we gave them 2 experiments..
- toothpicks star
- secret message

all in all the kids have fun.. we too! haha..

many times, teaching these kids, i learnt a lot.. for kids, only if they have intrest in what they are studying, then they will study.. they wil work hard for the future.. i duno how else i can help them.. but i truly wish one day, when i met them 10 years later, they can proudly tell me that they have graduated from uni, and is someone that is contributing to the society..

hope there are more teachers to come n help, and teach these kids.. i knw it is hard.. but it will all work out if we are willing to put our hearts in..

truly, teaching is the best profession in this world, bcoz u pass down what u have learnt, to the next generation.. n hopefully forever.. =)

may the kids grow n become a better person.

jia u..

ntv7 Feel Good Run 2011

wowhhh~ I have never thought that I actually did this!

On July 3rd 2011, I have made a history for myself! I ran 3km without stop, for charity and for myself! =)

it was organized by ntv7, and the initial intention was to just run, and do something for the community, during my birth month, July.

Then I found out that there are a loooottt of celebrities running as well, including Baki Zainal, 8tv's pengacara, who can speak chinese, and who is my favourite! wuahhaha! he is cute n fun! =)

The run started at 740am, but we are suppose to gather at the place at 630am. thanks to linda, who came late, so gotta wait for her.. so we actualy arrive at 720am.. but it's ok.. we manage to join the line, and be ready at the start line.

it's just unbelieveable how many people actualy sign up for the run. I am truly impressed! whether or not they ran for health, ran for charity, ran for frenship, ran for ntv7, or ran for their favourite artists, I am impressed by their determination and energy.

As the starting gun fired, i ran at my pace, at constant speed. it is not a competition, so as long as i can finish the finishing line, then that is already impressive.

I didnt stop at all, it was just slow jog all the way to the finishing line, and im very impressed with my own stamina.. of coz i was tired when i finished the race, but along the journey, i have learnt that its only determination that matters in everything we do.

At the finishing line, we all received a cert and a medal.. Jie and Linda also joined the run, and both also manage to complete the race. great job!

After the run, we went to catch some celebrities! Jie got lots of photos, and I got signatures from Baki and a photo with him!! haha.. so happy..

we came back around 10am, and clean up the house.. now resting.. =)

if there is another run next year, I will join again! =)

thanks ntv7, the feel good channel!

Crazy Saturday!

Oh dear...

What a Saturday.. I woke up at 8am..

started with studying 1 chapter of RE.. half study, haf dreaming, then went cooking lunch for Jie..

Finaly finish one chapter, went to bath then pick up Shiying, to meet VIckey for lunch..

went to Bangsar Village II, marvelled at Bangsar such a cool place, but i have never been.. maybe it's time to explore.. hehe..

hmm.. after that went to Hilton, to meet Vickey's birthday cake chef. he will be making the cake for Vickey's coming birthday.. i was studying at the couch while they were dicussing..

NEXT... shiying brought us to do something we have not yet done before.. Shiying say we are "virgin" in this.. hahaha...

PEDICURE n MANICURE.. omg...

after 2 n half hours..

taddaaa~:



hehe~

then dinner, i brought Jie to Bibik Chik! SO yummy! and Dan Kok, is singing oldies there! we actualy stayed until 10pm, until the last song! yeahoo~ nice nice.. very happy.. Dan Kok said helo to me when he see me.. wuhahaha.. omg.. so famous..

and there is one guy say, he take his picture, wan to show his son.. omg.. NOOO... im not advertising myself like that.. haha..

and another family said to me: u shouldnt be singing all this songs!! You werent born!
i say, why not? these songs are my dad's favourite! I listen since i was young.. it's nicer than any songs today.. hee.. These songs are forever "young"..
they agreed..

hehhee.. still so excited til now.. time to rest for tomorrw!

just found out got Sound of Music in KLCC.. oh.. i have to miss it.. sigh.. if i knew i would have book the tickets! =(

it's ok.. next time then!!

have a gooood night!

dem u &^&*%^$#$#*&^&*

有超他妈的咯！

dun keep thinking u are senior, then u can hurt ur junior like that ma..

i know u senior, everything u do is correct, but if u reali think about it, u are always right, cos u never give a chance for us to learn.. i say i wil do.. that means i wil do slowly.. bcoz i memang SSSSeeeelow ma... not everyone learn one time, become genius.. haih.. whatever lah u.. dem crazy...

people learn from mistakes.. i learn from shit.. cos i do, n wat i do is correct, but people say i didnt do.. wah.. u think i earn gaji buta meh... earn gaji buta one u never say bad about them oso.. i know u every hardworking.. im also hardworking... i use my lunch time to do work.. even i sleep oso wil dream of work..

reali this time is not my fault at all lo.. it is you.. i dun care.. it is ur fault.. that u simply say without checking.. so u correct al.. u win all.. never mind.. one day u wil regret.. regret that u never give me a chance to learn..

cos i will learn from someone else.. n yes i will overstrike u.. n i know that is ur dream oso.. jz that my learning curve is tougher.. doesnt mean i wont succeed..

let me prove it.. =)

2/6/2011

I woke up today, i felt my eyes are soo watery and sooooo sleepy.. reasons? I dont quite know.. i slept well, i slept quite early, and I actualy woke up late. hmm.. it's ok.. i drag myself up and clean up for work..

walked to the LRT station.. the TNB guy stil didnt clean up the mess of the bamboo trees.. if one day the electricity went off, then im gonna ring up and be angry at them...

board the lrt.. packed with people cos im alreayd late.. i bought a pack of bee hoon for breakfast at the lrt station.. cos im very lazy to get breakfast once im in the office..

went into office, made Milo.. went to Mesra get water (has been ages, my office drinking water supply went off.. so Mesra has been earning quite a lot from our floor residence. and hell, i forgot where i put my Mesra card, high possibility that it is gone with the wind already.. since God knows.. hahaha.. quite upset.. but nothing i can do about it..

started eating when Fara came in, asking me for breakfast. i dun dare to say im tired, so i just say "u go tapao oso lahhh" obviousy my brain is not thiking.. my eyes stil in sleepy mood, and it keeps blinking.. grrr..

opened by email box.. wow.. i have 4 meetings to attend today.. well done! 2 cashes at the same time. the first one will be at 11am, with the IPA guys.. and my boss.. sighh.. it's gonna be LONG..

after i finished my breakfast, i started to work.. wanna do MBAL, no license, wanna call aimran, dem him not in again, wanna do contracting, haih that details not ready.. aiyo.. i ended up study ipims, for my ACD assessment. received email from nazim that my Gas file should be Commitment, not Producing.. I edited the file, and quicky sent over.. i think is within 5 mins.. i praise myself for my effectiveness.. haha..

after which, i went to the meeting at level 13, with the IPA guys n boss. as per my expectation, it was long, and it was longer than ever! it hits 1.35pm, finally the meeting ended.. secondary boss told me that the file i sent just now is the wrong one! then i realised that i shoud have modified the Gas file, but instaed, i modified the FFR file... or effective oso no use, gotta me more concentrate! hahah..

i have to rush to get a lunch, and then attend a meeting at 2pm (or the one at 230pm, depending on my lady boss which one she prefer me to go.) then the IPA guys inform me that they actuay have another meeting at leve 21 tower 1.. at 1pm.. shoooot... so i brought them down to lobby tower 2, change their cards at lobby tower 1, then bring them up to level 21, then come bec down. i didnt bring any money with me, so i coudnt go to get lunch. i went bec up office at tower 2, leve 9, then grab my walet, rush down to get lunch, went bec up to eat. lady boss ask me to attend the meeting at 2.30. so i stil have sometime.

i only manage to get nasiemak for lunch..i guess is the left over from breakfast.. cold n not yummy.. but no choice.. ii modified the correct file, and send it back to nazim.. now everything should be ok.. then becoz im too tired, i napped for 10mins before the 2.30 meeting.

2.25pm, hosam send me the file necessary for the meeting. 2.30 i wake up, and printed the file and off i went. the meeting was fruitful, with haliburton. learnt a lot, and discussed quite a bit. PMU was there, so kinda stress.. but is ok.. =) after the meeting ended, i think my body energy is at its limit too.

went bec to office, chit chatted with wahyu and fizah. they shared with me about their working life.. and experiences how they passed thru so long in the company.. ask me to be patient, to be successful. cannot be rushing and impatient. i agree.. i give myself another 3 years, i shoud b fine.. =) happy or not is another story. i will develop myself and be a good engineer, before become a lecturer.. i hope i will realise my dreams.

then i continue working. it is almost 5, so i can grab the license for MBAL. i added the tank, and the wells for the west compartment. tried to run, but kinda fail.. the pressure coudnt match.. gotta need some help from vino.. senior RE..

it is then 530, when kian tat ask me for dinner.. so i went with him, shun bian tabao for my sister.. hmm.. had sushi king, but the food is not reali nice now.. wonder why.. maybe bcoz they no longer import japanese food?

then.. went home.. rest.. initially want to go out with jie for some shopping.. but jie recommend me to watch Baki's acting in Mr Siao.. he is so cuteeee... hehe.. laugh laugh a while.. around 10pm, i slept.

the end of 2/6.. another working day..with dramas... hehe..

I am determine!

walao eh... buei tahan.. I am seriously unhappy with my current body shape..

i really wan to slim down, but it has never happened..

so now, I am determined! I must slim down until 50kg then only i wil be satisfied!

until 50kg then only i can continue eating like in heaven!

if you read this blog, make sure u help me to reduce my weight & fats..

announcing to the world, I AM ON DIET! Do not destroy my diet! =)

Aim : when I am 25, i must fit in a dress which i have never fitted in since i bought it. =)

- no nasi lemak
- no deep fried stuff
- no rice intake
- reduce noodles
- no nasi goreng kampung
- no sweet water
- no chocolates
- no dinner
- no munching

Dear blog..

today.. is a grey day.. started with nightmres.. headaches.. then got scolding from boss.. i felt that a my energy went down the drain.. it's all useless..

who am i anyway..
if im a usefu RE.. i should be able to know all the details.. why i duno.. didnt i work hard enuf? didnt i try to focus on my job? why i still cant meet everyone's target..

who am i anyway..
why it seems that i have so many things to do.. n so busy.. yet i stil have to clean up other ppl's shit.. and swallow my saliva, when others show me their negativity..

who am i anyway..
i reali think i did my best, but why... sigh..

so upset today.. got scolded, not defended.. yet.. haih.. it's bcoz im useless, im dumb. im an idiot.. i am such an idiot...
=( i admit i did wrong.. but aih.. i duno wat to say.. sigh...

forget it.. i wi stand up again tomorrow.. another sunray will shine on me.. i wi start all over again..

good night baby..

I must tell u this!

I have to post this post!!

I went for 3 days training, and I must write it down here, so i wil never forget! hee..

1st day
lectures, nothing much. learnt a lot on safety offshore, helicopter.. watched some videos : piper alpha where 176 dead, bekok C fire 1 dead, helicopter crashed, a lot dead.. got scared.. a bit worried about training the next day..

2nd day
HUET ( helicopter underwater escape training) in the morning, start at 8.30am. basically there is 4 stages to it. all before it sinks, i have to use the EBS (emergency breahting system, is like a 2nd lungs to me, i have to breath in heavily and keep the air inside, then breathe the air inside the 2nd lungs while in the water)

stage 1) vertical sinking, without windows : basically we are sitted in the heli, heli sink, i unbuckle my seat belt n come out.

stage 2) vertical sinking with windows : basically we are sitted in heli, helicopter sink, i have to push the window out, unbuckle my sealt bealt, before i can escape.

stage 3) capsized helicopter, without windows : basically we are sitted in the helicopter is sinked, overturned 180 degrees, then we have to unbuckle the seat belt, and come out from the helicopter

stage 4) capsized helicopter, with windows : basically we are sitted in the helicopter is sinked, over turned 180 degrees, we have to push the window open, unbuckle seat belt,and come out from helicopter.

after i passed all those, im impressed with myself, even tho drank quite some water, and suck in quite some chlorine, but at least i survived. or once, i thought i may have lost my life.. but i was glad i still survive..really..

also, i found that calm and peace in mind is reali very important.. if im calm, and not fear, i will be able to perform better.. it reminds me of "what will you do if u weren't fear.. in the cheese story.."

5 steps of brace
1- check loose items
2- check life jacket everything is in place
3- check seat belt is properly buckled, and in the middle
4- hold to the primary exit
5- the other hand hold to the seat for brace

steps to activate EBS
1-deplot the strings
2-put mouth piece into mouth
3- clip on the nose clip
4- take DEEP breathe
5 - activate red knob to close the entrance of air
6 - breahte into 2nd lungs
7 - continue breathing

5 steps to escape from heli
1- stay calm under bubbles all disappear, water clear, no more movement of heli
2- push window out (lash the door)
3- hold on to the window
4- unbuckle seat belt
5 - pull yourself out
*once out to the survive, inflate life jacket


in the afternoon, we had another lecture,about sea survival technique. actually it is very important to know the sea survival technique.. cos u never know when u will need it.. we also learnt the CPR methods..

30 pumps, at the chest (2 fingers above sternum), 2 breathes (make sure chest rise)

3rd day
sea survival practise. we did few activities
1) decending thru knotted rope
2) decending thru ladder
3) use the personal transfer basket
4) use the swing rope
5) use the sramble net to climb up to rescue ships
6) use the life raft
7) flip the life raft over from capsized
8) use coverall to be floatation device
9) jump without life jacket, jump with life jacket
10) HELP position (alone, to keep warm)
11) Huddle position (keep warm in group)
12) tug a victim - concious or unconcious (tired tug)
13) crocodile chain - to move in a line in water
14) enter a life raft
15) exit the life raft
16) life raft management - sea sick pills, paddle, smoke device, radar reflectors

we also learnt firefighting
type A - fire caused by solid
type B - fire caused by liquid
type C - fire caused by gaseous
type D - fire caused by flammable metal (magesium)
type F - fire caused by cooking oil

co2 extinguisher - best for electrical
water good for class A
foam good for class A and B
dry chemical good for almost all classes except electrical appliances

I think i did miss out something.. we did a lot.. and im completly tired..

during the knotted rope decending, my hands were weak.. when i try to grip the rope, i loose my grip, and slided down the rope.. my thigh hit the knots.. there are about 4 of them.. 5m long rope.. i slided all the way down into the water.. and i have to repeat the test again. sobs.. i got my thigh bruised.. very big.. pain while walking..

i volunteered for fire fighting using fireblanket.. cool! hehe..

i also volunteered for overtuning the capsized life raft. =) happy.. even though drank some water oso..

haha.. overall, im satisfied with the training. even though it was tough, but it is imporant for me to know the right way to escape myself from danger.. jia you khaiyi! =)

topicless

looong time havent reali blog.. duno since when, i choose to jz sit and do nothing when im free.. so that's y i havent been blogging.. even though a lot of things to share.. but the laziness to turn on the laptop kills it all..

ahhh... feel like getting a long break...

be at the beach.. or a hilltop.. or go for a swim or relax.. wil be nice..

cant wait to shift out once again, but this time to a real home.. so i can have my space, with no worries.. =)

ok.. it is sunday, time to pack up my feelings, and move forward! =)