today.. is a grey day.. started with nightmres.. headaches.. then got scolding from boss.. i felt that a my energy went down the drain.. it's all useless..
who am i anyway..
if im a usefu RE.. i should be able to know all the details.. why i duno.. didnt i work hard enuf? didnt i try to focus on my job? why i still cant meet everyone's target..
who am i anyway..
why it seems that i have so many things to do.. n so busy.. yet i stil have to clean up other ppl's shit.. and swallow my saliva, when others show me their negativity..
who am i anyway..
i reali think i did my best, but why... sigh..
so upset today.. got scolded, not defended.. yet.. haih.. it's bcoz im useless, im dumb. im an idiot.. i am such an idiot...
=( i admit i did wrong.. but aih.. i duno wat to say.. sigh...
forget it.. i wi stand up again tomorrow.. another sunray will shine on me.. i wi start all over again..
good night baby..
2 comments:
kill away your negative energy! Everyday will be a brand new day for us to learn :)
Gotta have faith in ourselves, nothing can beat us when we know how to acknowledge ourselves! :)
jiayou! give u some positive charges!!! pzzz pzzzz (+)
thx nanaaaa~~ =)i took a long break, and i hope i am fully charged! =) jia you!!
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