Birthday Present

I just had my birthday few weeks ago.. Family, friends ask me what i wan for my birthday..

every year, it is the same, i wished that i wil be able to be with my family, then that would be the best birthday present..

or maybe i was being very "generous", didnt wan anything more than that.. i just thought that buying presents is kinda wasting money.. the most is, i wil buy for myself.. i never really wanted a present from anyone.. honestly, im just telling myself i dont need presents from people.. but deep in my heart, i would love to recv presents.. just didnt want anyone to spend on me that's all.. i mean, im a normal human too, right? who doesnt love presents?

maybe bcos i grew older.. i started to learn to like things, want things.. as i started working, earning some money, my desire bcoms more.. i wish for branded clothes, cool bags.. holiday travels.. good handphone.. perfect camera... bla bla bla.. and the long list doesnt just stop there.. it continues to be more ambitious and on things that i dont really need... like hair cut.. spa & massage.. pedicure, manicure.. facial treatment.. slimming programs.. haha.. kinda crazy, but hey, those are things that is modern kinda stuff.. =P hahaha...

but mayb wat i would reali wan for this year, is a good phone or a good camera for myself.. havent been following the market for long.. just wish to get seomthing that i enjoy doing.. and at least having something valuable that give a sense of "value" to myself..

but kinda wasting money.. so thoughts on hold.. hehe... til the "ngiau"ness went off~ =P