I think I have never blog about this person.. A person that meant a lot to me..She didnt do anything much, yet, she has affected me in many ways. Her love and sincerity from her heart, I will nevre forget.
I am so far away here, and sometimes I do miss her, but I duno how to let her know. A call from here is just not enough.. Because she can't hear me clearly..
She has been very excited about me coming to Aussie to study, whenver i call back, she will tell me how is home, mum n dad are good. but she never say anythin about herself. She cant wait to see me to graduate, and she promise she will come for my graduation. And I really really hope I can make her wish come true. I really wish to see her in my graduation picture.
Since young, she has been taking care of us, because my parent has been so busy.. They are always not at home, and she will always always volunteer to come and cook and wash for us. I miss her noodle and porridge.. of coz her o zhu bi.. everytime i go home, she will surely prepare for me..
BUT.. we nevre seem to appreciate her love.. Whenever she cook, we will always say is oily, too much.. or too salty.. whatever.. Whenever she come to our house, we will say she nag too much..
we never thought why she is like that.. and slowly, the longer I am here.. the longer I miss her.. For you wont know how much more you can love her. She is now 80.. and I always fear that one day, i wont be able to see her anymore.. All she did is because she has nothing else to do.. because she is lonely.. because she care for us.. her love is unconditional..
she is not educated, but she has wisdom which is more than any of us.. we, educated people often have hatred, greed and dilution in our mind.. she can generously donate, spend time with frenz, help people, and what people do is make GOOD use of her.. by poluting her mind, poluting her thoughts, fill in hatred and jealousy.. and we never seem to love her for what she has done..
If you think about it.. one day when you are old.. 80years old.. what will you feel like doing? how would you feel?
I wish I could give her a hug, and tell her how much I love her.
Ah ma, I love you.. Take care...
2 comments:
hahha, my ah ma, gua ma, gua gong also 80++ liao..
but my dad, not so long life pula.. aiks..
hopefully, when i'm 80, i still can do travelling n blogging.. haha
I am glad that you have that kind of feeling & understanding. She might be troublesome in some ways when going out together but how many times can we bring her out starting from now? I will try to arrange if I could , OK? That is life, I will do my best to take care of her.Take care
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